Here I am DA, miss me? lol I miss you!
Wish I could find the time to be more productive here. But in the process of moving out and in I have way to much stuff all up in my living spaces. When my physical world is in shambles so reflects my inner world. And it is quite difficult to create while under so much chaos.
So its been a year now, and nothing could have prepared me for how horrible my anni could have been. It was a consistant re-living of the forst time through. It was every day replaying what I did that day a year ago.
Like those events left a burn in on my soul.
And yet after all that, all the pain.... I still have feelings left, t
hell is real (i kissed him) by pansydiv, literature
Literature
hell is real (i kissed him)
he tasted like sins and regret and wasted septembers and burnt-up gin
and his eyes looked at me like nightmares, i promise
this was never a migraine for the insane nor was this me at midnight,
all curled up against the mirror sobbing a spiraling hymn.
i say, hell is real, i’ve felt him;
hands touched, fingers interlocked; i’ve seen the way he looks at me
like he wants to curl up next to my heartbeat, like another
mellowed down pop song on this dysfunctional radio.
boy, we hurt, we hurt, we hurt.
hell is real, i’ve made love to him
watched the ruin flood bodies over west coast, worst coast
ah. i curled into him curled out of
MY MISSION - become better at portraits
im pretty bad at them right now but
a bunch of practice might help.
so i've made a list of people im going to draw.
if you have a suggestion, feel free to comment.
FINISHED/IN PROGRESS-
Ema/hula picture - Done and uploaded to DA
Nikko - Done and uploaded to DA
Sam - Done and uploaded on DA
Hali'a - Done and uploaded on DA
Minjoo - Done and uploaded on DA
JAPANESE MUSICIANS
Gackt
Hitsugi
Hizumi
Hyde
Jyou
Kyo
Mao
Miyavi
Satoshi
FAMILY/FRIENDS/CHARACTERS
3 baby cousins
Starla
Vincent
(thinking of a few other characters)
So I think that is quite a long list for now.
Once i finish
Yea, i know i haven't been on here very much lately.
Truth of the matter is, im in -dun dun dun- college
which on the down side doesn't give me much free time.
But on a high note, i do have some new pieces
to post up on here, things i had to do for class.
So yea, please keep an eye out for my new stuff.
I of course had to do the boring things like color wheels and value scales
but i won't wast time uploading that on here. I'll keep to the more interesting stuff.
-things to be expecting
-sketches x3
-line couture drawing final
-negative space finals x2
-personal logo
-Andy Worhol self portrait
-and possibly anything